When is the last time i actually blogged?
Without looking back at my previous blogposts, i guessed, i havent been touching my blog for months? roughly a month or two?

all this while , my blog has always been where i wanna rant , vent anger , talk about stupid things regarding life or even relationships. Now that i do not have relationships, there's like simply nothing for me to blog about . Love? I don't know ..

Maybe let's talk about the topic about LOVE. What do you understand from the word LOVE?
My definition of love, would be, a special feeling that you wanna protect someone or a group of people, that you truly cared and do not wish that they get hurt. Actually it really depends on loving who. Regardless of love towards, family, friends or lovers, they all shared a common thing, a special place in your heart.

Love towards family. My love towards my family is not exactly beyond words. My family among my friend could be considered the most perfect family, in a way that, i do not divorced parents, neither do i have bad relationship with my sibling, Well, i only have a brother, so whether good or bad, we are still forced to be in good terms. My mum is a housewife/promoter. Honestly, I had never seen such a busy housewife before, who is always not around at home to keep the house nice and tidy. I think that's a stereotype towards housewives and their job scope is to stay home, cook, tidy house and wash laundry . oh gosh . that's not the job of a housewife, that's a job of a maid. and thereafter , that's also stereotyping towards the job scope of maids. My mum is a special mum ( i believed everyone will feel that their mum is a special mum ). My mum, is honestly the best promoter i've ever seen and also the best mum i ever know. She's just so gullible, or maybe not , because she chose to trust us , no matter what we do , good or bad. Been living for this 20 years of life, i never know how to show love to my mum. Always been promising her that i will help to keep the house tidy while she's out hogging to support our family, but , what to do , i don't like being neat and tidy myself. i think i will die horribly if i move out and live alone. most probably having cockroaches climbing around my house within a week or so . Every now and then , i would try to do small little actions to show the love towards my mum , like spending two or three days in a week to stay home for dinner with her or cook with her. What is your way to show love and appreciation towards your family members?

I never been on good terms with my dad before, so there's really nothing much to show him i love him or let him know that i appreciate him for bringing me up.

My brother had been with me for 20 years of his life, looking at me grow up must  be the happiest and the most horrible thing in his life . haha. i was the one who was always in trouble, having relationships in secondary school time and being the most annoyingly rebellious kid i ever know. ( i think i'm pretty rebellious ) .guess what, it's his turn now ! my brother, at the age of 23, he finally got his first girlfriend ( p.s. he's 24 this year ) At this point of time in life, i feel that im looking after my brother , more than he's looking after me. Look, most of the people at his age, especially for guys, would most probably in university after they finish NS, yet my brother is hanging around with a part time job, and thinking about his residual income. I dont look down on his capabilities on achieving residual income, but yet again , things have to turn back to reality , that no one is going to succeed without putting in hard work. there's a phrase that goes, " there's nothing called free lunch" I was mentally supporting my brother through all this pain that he's going through, to obtain approval and recognition from people around the world, helping him to succeed in his business and thereafter, obtain his residual income. but yet again, i think it's time for him to hit back to reality, that in this upcoming society , everybody look at one thing in this society, your achievments and of course your education. If any of you out there, is doing the same thing, and looking at blogs now , think back. Yes you are able to have a residual income, leaning back , relax in life and money still comes into your pocket. but think again, in such a way that, having a good education is the a plus point bonus for you, to achieve more business partners and more trust from people, for you to obtain that little residual income, that allows you to enjoy life for the rest of the life. I believed, hard work will pay off some day some how.

in this anything about love? nope, it's not. im just sharing with you how much i know about my family, and how i feel towards their actions. actually, paying attention to tiny details in their life, can pretty much affect them in life. who knows, one day when they are feeling down , you go right up to them and tell them, " hey mum or hey bro , look , i might not be talking or interacting much , or might not even show my love towards you , but do trust me that i was there to look at your ups and downs in your life , for e.g  ( ........ ) , you have my support and i will always be the back up for you . " one sentence, can make a difference in people's life.

Im sure, if you dont know how to love your family, think again of loving a stranger that you wanna spend the rest of your life with . it might be even harder and more tricky. cos of the time spent tgt, can never be compared to the time spent with family.

i think that's all for today . till we meet again.
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